Monday, January 4, 2010

2009-The Year in Review

2009 What a Year... Looking back at it, I must ask myself how the heck did we fit it all in!?

In January we began the potty training journey. Nothing real serious, but figured we'd start introducing the concept. That progressed throughout the year and we are nearly there. Bradyn pretty much goes #1 on the potty all the time and only wears a diaper at night. We are still working on #2, but are having some success here and there. :)

In February we decided to head up to Chicago to the Museum of Science & Industry for Valentine's Day. Bradyn enjoyed exploring all of the exhibits especially the farm stuff. Tractors, Combines, and Cows oh my!



In March, there's always Madness at the Mazanowski's! We LOVE college basketball & all the March Madness festivities. This year we started the madness by taking a trip down to St. Louis for the MVC tourney to watch ISU play. It was a gorgeous 80 degree weekend down there, so we got to spend a lot of time outside enjoying the arch, feeding the fish and Union Station and watching lots of basketball! Mom and I even stopped on the way down at Walmart in Litchfield to buy flip flops and tank tops because as we drove we watched the temperature increase degree by degree all the way down and once it hit 77, we thought we would be too warm in what we were wearing.. and wanted to get an early tan. ;) The following week we all filled out our brackets. We included Bradyn in this fun again and had him pick his bracket by team logo. Of course he didn't do very well, but we had fun filling it out!

The beginning of April, Chad had a work trip out in Vegas and it just so happened to be the same weekend as the NCAA Final Four, so as long as one ticket was already paid for, I went ahead and met him out there and made a weekend of it! We had a great time laying in the sun poolside & watching basketball at ESPN Zone. We also ran across some country music awards and watched the red carpet walk and saw lots of stars! I even got Taylor Swifts Autograph, but ended up giving it to a couple to give to their 9 year old daughter. I'm so kind. Also in April, we welcomed a new baby to the family, Bradyn's new cousin Kyla Rae Mazanowski was the first female Mazanowski born in 80+ years!

May is always good for camping so we went for Mother's Day. Bradyn had a blast throwing rocks in the water, running and splashing in mud puddles after a rain and watching the boats at the marina, "ANOTHER ONE!" "LOOK, ANOTHER ONE, IT'S MOOOOVING!". May was also Bradyn's big birthday month! He turned TWO on May 22nd, which was a Friday and I would have missed the majority of it because I would have been traveling home from a work trip out to California that whole week before. Soooo we ended up making a vacation out of it. Since my ticket was already paid for, Chad and Bradyn flew out and met me in San Diego, so Bradyn got a little extra special 2nd birthday treat. We took him to Sea World and to the San Diego Zoo. He had a blast watching Shamu, the dolphins, and all of the other animals. "Shamu, Shamu, Shamu!" We also had a good time hanging out at the beach too. Since we were gone for his actual birthday, we had his party the weekend before. He has been very much into trucks, busses, stop signs and all other things that go, so we had a "Things That Go" Theme party for him. Seemed appropriate. It was a beautiful day outside and we had a great turn out and he got lots of great gifts.

June was also great camping weather, so we went again for father's day. We went boating with my dad, which was the first time that Bradyn had been on a boat. At first he wasn't too sure about it, he became very quiet and mellow. Perhaps that was because it was naptime, we hadn't been out that long and he fell asleep. Once he woke up, he was rarin' to go and by the end of the day he was jumping into the water to us from the back ladder. We also had a fun time getting ready for the 4th of July this year. Bradyn and cousin Zach enjoyed watching Poppy light off old fireworks in the driveway and watching them go "pop pop pop", "do it again poppy!" He also enjoyed the sparklers too.

This year we went camping down in Shelbyville for the 4th of July and were hoping to see a great fireworks display over the lake. Well the weather put a damper on that real quick because it rained most of the weekend. The fireworks were cancelled pretty much everywhere around us. We got the wild idea that if we left...NOW...we could make it to St. Louis to see their fireworks. It was a 2 hour drive, but hey, spur of the moment trips are always memorable ones right?! Off we went in a hurry to St. Louis and ended up getting there just in time to watch the fireworks over the water. It was short and sweet and started sprinkling on us on the way back to the car. It was a zoo trying to get out of the traffic afterwards, but what else were we gonna do besides sit in a rainy tent or camper at the campground right? Since all of the fireworks in the area had been cancelled on the 4th, we were able to catch some rescheduled ones over Lake Decatur the next night. We met up with my brother and his family & dad too and watched a GREAT display over Lake Decatur. Beautiful. "Boom Boom Boom" said Bradyn. In July we also went to the Peoria Air Show with Grammy & Poppy. We lucked out and had great outdoor seats at a restaurant and had a great view of all of the planes. It was fun watching Bradyn get excited about all the planes and how they were "upside down!" Wow, July was a busy month because we also went to the White Sox game as a Father's Day present to my dad (a little after the fact), and welcomed another Mazanowski to the family...another new cousin... Miles Steven. We also put Bradyn in swim lessons which he absolutely loved and can't wait to get him going in the next class. It was more of just an introduction to the water and he mastered everything very easily because he had already spent all summer in the water. He even jumped off the diving board once, but it was a great way to expend some energy a few nights a week.




Ooooh and the big boy bed.... The transition started in July. It was a piece of cake... at first... He went probably a good three weeks sleeping in his big boy bed no problem. He would roll over and just go to bed.. I knew that was too good to be true. After a weekend up north with Grammy & Poppy, it began a rough 3 weeks for us. I don't know if that had anything to do with it, or if it was destined to happen anyway, but we had to pull out all sorts of bags of tricks and finally after being persistent and consistent we were able to break the bad habit of getting up multiple times. My favorite memory of this experience though was one night when I was at my breaking point at about 3 am I was sitting in the hallway crying out of frustration and exhaustion and Bradyn looked at me and said, "give me a hug mommy." Then continued on to say, "mommy, stop crying, go to bed." and pointed me in the direction of my room. I will never forget that moment. LOL





August was another busy month. We took Bradyn to Bears camp in Bourbonnais where he got to meet Staley, the mascot. He enjoyed jumping in the bouncy houses, playing football with Daddy, and taking a train ride with mommy around the grounds. August is also the time of year for Fairs and Festivals. We had fun with Bradyn's friends at the Katie's Kids open house (for their second location), riding rides at the Logan County Fair, and chasing balloons at the Lincoln Balloon Festival. Then there was the Mt. Pulaski Fall Festival the beginning of September as well.

August & September were great weather months and we spent a lot of time playing in the yard, going on bike rides, wagon rides, and walks on the Constitution Trail. We are so glad to have such a nice place to walk and ride so close to our house. Also in September was Bradyn's first REAL choo choo train ride. My mom and I took him on the Amtrak up to Chicago. Then Chad met us up there later that evening with the car. We played at Millennium Park and danced to our reflections in The Bean, took a water taxi ride over to Navy Pier and walked around a bit, then took the EL back to the hotel where we met up with Chad. The following day we went to visit all of the animals at the Brookfield Zoo.

October is always fun with the fall festivities building up to Halloween. Bradyn wanted to be the Tin Man this year, and he convinced mommy & daddy to be Dorothy & Scarecrow. It was pretty cute. Bradyn really enjoyed running through the fields at the pumpkin patch looking for the perfect pumpkin. "This looks like a good one." "Here's a good one." "Look, another one." I shake my head everyday because I would swear that there's a 4 or 5 year old tagging along beside me. After we brought the pumpkins home we had fun carving them. Bradyn lasted about 30 minutes then was done, so that left Chad and I to finish the carving. Bradyn was sooo proud of his pumpkin though when it was all done, and he enjoyed lighting and blowing them out each night. Also in October was Bradyn's first school field trip. The kids got to ride the school bus to Miller Park Zoo. I got to go along with them, and I must say it was the cutest thing ever and I look forward to many more opportunities for field trips with the kids. I don't know what they were more excited about, the bus ride, or the zoo itself. ISU homecoming was in October as well. Chad met up with a lot of the guys from college. My friend Moy came down to visit for the day as well. This was the first time Moy had ever seen Bradyn. They clicked right away and had a great time together. Now every Chinese guy on TV is "Moy." A nice day trip to Lake Bloomington, the Katies Kids Annual Weinie Roast, the Hahn Family Weinie Roast and lots of play time in the leaves rounded out October.

November brought us some scary news, we found out that my dad had to have open heart surgery. All of a sudden after some tests they determined he had a bad valve and had to have it repaired or replaced, but wouldn't know which until they got in there. Yikes!! Talk about nerve racking and throwing in the unexpected. The surgery ended up being in December. Aside from that I concluded the accounting chapter of my life. After 8 years of accounting experience, I finally gained the courage to walk away from it. I didn't love it and couldn't see myself doing it forever. I had the opportunity and support from my family and friends to just go for it, so I did. The plan isn't necessarily to stay home forever, but I doubt I will ever go back to accounting. At least not at this point. I'm exploring other things such as photography, would like to do something with that and kids, so my part-time job at Portrait Innovations is fitting me just perfect for now and will allow me to spend some extra time with Bradyn in his early years. Enough about me though. Back to November. Of course there was Thanksgiving and all the preparations for Christmas which leads us to December.

December was Dad's surgery, so the first few days of that were a little stressful and emotionally exhausting, but he made it through everything in great time and with great success and it ended up they were able to repair his valve, so he is on to a speedy recovery. Once my mind was at ease that everything went well with dad, we were able to sit back and enjoy the holidays. We went to see the festival of lights in Peoria twice, saw Santa twice "I want James. and dishes. and puzzles. Please?." and had four total Christmas gatherings this year. It was a great year and lots of fun watching Bradyn enjoy every minute of it!

A few things I didn't include above, but that rounded out the year for us were some fun times with great friends and family. We had two weddings this year, my friend Erika got married, so that was a fun time with some old Kraft buds, and then Chad's family friend Greg got married, so that was a crazy time with the Mazanowski brothers and sisters-in-law.



I think we were the life of the reception and found ourselves busting a move on the stage. Ooops :).



We also went to many concerts (well I did anyway). Chad came with me to see Creed and to see Daughtry, then I went with Mom to see the American Idol Tour where we got Danny Gokey & Adam Lambert's autographs and also saw Heart & the Bangles at the State Fair. All that and more...throw in the birthday parties, baby showers, baptisms, and halloween party, new years party, booster benefit, sand volleyball league, indoor volleyball league, Chad's softball league....and whatever else we could squeeze in a day.

Overall it was a pretty stressful year for me personally with work and travel and starting to get the itch to get outta there. Things got a little rough, but the fun times we squeezed in along the way kept me smilin'. Bradyn is always good for a smile too. No matter how rough of a day it was, he always has a way of cheering me up. He's a great kid and it has been a complete joy watching him grow over the past year. He amazes me everyday with how coordinated and athletic he is, how smart he is, and how polite and cute he is. If I had to describe him in a few words I'd say he's a very caring, loving, curious, courageous, smart, and tall little two year old whose favorite color is yellow, loves the movies Wizard of Oz, Mary Poppins, and Annie, and loves to eat "Noonles"! Can't wait to see what 2010 has in store for us!

Thank you everyone that was a part of our 2009 and making it a great year. Let's do the same for 2010!

Four Christmas-es


This Christmas sure was a busy one & boy was it a fun one too! The preparation for Christmas was tons of fun this year because Bradyn finally started to understand the concept of Santa coming to town and that he brings presents to good boys and girls. Bradyn found the courage to sit on Santa's lap this year and had a conversation with him telling him politely complete with please and thank you that he wanted James (Thomas's train friend), dishes, and puzzles. We continued the family tradition of Happy the Elf (Elf on a Shelf). Happy visited us everyday between Thanksgiving and Christmas Eve flying away each night and finding a new hiding spot each morning. Bradyn absolutely had a blast and cracked up at each new place he landed! We also enjoyed the Festival of lights in Peoria twice this year. Bradyn had such a fun time the first time we went that we went ahead and went back for round two. He also went to see Santa for the second time there. He again had an entire conversation with him, reinforcing his desire for James, dishes, and puzzles. He stayed pretty consistent with what he wanted which made it easy for "Santa" to know just want to get him. Bradyn really enjoyed decorating the tree & got super excited about his long lost Wizard of Oz ornament that he hadn't seen since last year. He loved making Christmas cookies with mommy & daddy and leaving them out for Santa on Christmas eve.
After all the preparation, it was finally time for our Four Christmases. First stop: Grandma Netter's house. Last year we started a family tradition of a "gag gift" which is a silly Elf Hat & whoever opens it (first of course) has to be the elf who passes out all the presents... Well my brother passed it on to my mom, so mom was the elf with the help of Bradyn & Kyleah. The highlight of Christmas this year was watching the kids thoroughly enjoy themselves opening presents in a hurry to see what's inside. Another highlight at mom's was to see her surprise when she opened the gift of a picture of all 6 of us that we had taken without her knowing. She LOVED it...and cried. :) Happy tears of course. She also loved our gift to her of a weekend in St. Louis for the MVC basketball tournament. We had such a fun time down there this past year so we decided we might just need to make it an annual trip.


Next stop: Grandma Blaum's & Dad's.. we visited at Grandma's house for a bit and ate dinner with the whole family, then while some people went over to the church to sing Christmas carols, we headed down to Dad's to exchange gifts with him. We were so thankful that he was feeling great and up for all of the Christmas festivities since it was only a couple weeks after having open heart surgery.


Yep.. he seems to be JUST fine... LOL (Dad, I promised to not post this to directly to Facebook, but had to let everyone know you were ok somehow. ) HEHEHEHE

Again, the most enjoyable part of it all was watching the kids have fun. This time Bradyn & Kyleah put on a wrapping paper wrestling match. They wiggled around in the wrapping paper covering each other with it. It was hilarious to watch. We had to keep reminding Bradyn that he's bigger than Kyleah and needed to be gentle, but all in all it appeared they were having a fun time with each other. Again another highlight was the picture of all 6 of us for dad as well. He also appeared to LOVE it!

Next stop: Home! Christmas morning was great this year. Bradyn woke up about 8 and came into our room and said, "did Santa come?" So we went downstairs to see.. I think he was expecting Santa to actually be sitting on the couch because he peeked around the corner and said, "Nope, he didn't."
I said, are you sure? Are the cookies gone? He peeked in the cup and there was only a dribble of milk left and only a couple bites of cookie left, but still wasn't convinced that Santa came.. again, because he didn't see him. I told him to look at all the presents, and that Santa left them and ate most of the cookie and drank the milk and that he had FOR SURE been here. LOL From there he was ready to open the presents. He couldn't wait to see what was inside. His favorite saying for the week was, "Which one can I open next?" He got lot of great stuff, and sure enough he must have been a good boy because he got James, and dishes, and puzzles!! He also got a great train table too.

This year I also started a new tradition for Bradyn... I carried it over to my family, it's something my mom did for me and my brother. It all started with a Santa Piggy Bank and each year when we pulled out the Christmas decorations, we put a penny dated that year in it. My Santa bank now has 30 pennies in it!!! I double checked the dates, and sure enough, one for each Christmas I have celebrated. Bradyn had such a fun time dumping the pennies out and putting them back into my bank over and over again that I decided to check to see if I could find another Santa bank for him. When in doubt.. check Ebay!! :) Found it! Now Bradyn's Santa bank has 3 pennies in it. Shake Shake Shake.

Last stop: Wisconsin. This year we decided instead of exchanging $50 gift cards with Chad's brothers and not having a clue what to get his parents, we would go on a weekend getaway to Blue Harbor Resort in Wisconsin. We all shared a presidential suite overlooking Lake Michigan. It was a snowy Lake Michigan, but still beautiful. We had a blast playing games, watching the 4 babies play together, and splashing around at the indoor waterpark that was in the resort.

We did an small exchange with the kids, so it would still feel like Christmas, but for the most part this Christmas it was just about spending time together and having fun as a family. It was a wonderful time and I can honestly say, I forgot how much fun waterslides were!! WHOOHOOO!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Closing A Chapter

So there I was, a junior in high school. Everyone said it was time to start thinking about where I wanted to go to college and what I wanted to be when I grew up. Hmmm… I was 17 years old, I didn’t know what I want to be when I grow up, what were my options? What age is classified as “grown up?” Were there more options than being a teacher, farmer, lifeguard, working at the Pizza Man, or maybe having an office job somewhere? That’s all I really knew existed at that time. Being from a super small town, I was lacking the knowledge of even knowing what options I had. When my other classmates started throwing out there that they were going into Psychology, Journalism, Criminal Justice, etc, I really had no idea what exactly those entailed. They were merely just words to me that I kinda knew a little bit about what they were. Was it really expected that I know what I wanted to be when I “grew up” at age 17 or 18, and to make that decision and base the rest of my life on it? “Well, if I must decide, I guess I will pick accounting because I like my teacher and I’m good at it.” Ok, decision made, major declared. Done deal. I will be an accountant when I grow up. Whatever that means.

My senior year flew by and before I knew it, I was living the life of a college student, and taking classes toward becoming an accountant….still, whatever that means. Well into my sophomore year of college when the accounting classes started to get more and more in depth and having dreams of numbers after studying for 12 hours straight for exams and seeing my peers studying other things like Advertising, Marketing, Graphic Design, Fashion Design, and Geology, I realized that there was a whole world of options beyond what I knew existed. To me, it was too late to change majors because I sure didn’t want to spend anymore time in school than I had to. So I kept on pushing forward with the end goal being to finish college in 4 years with a bachelor’s degree in accounting.

After doing an internship in internal audit at Country Insurance, I got a little taste of what office life was going to be like. I helped with some audits, got a small feel for some business travel, got accustomed to some office politics and had myself convinced that everything I didn’t like about that place was unique to that company and whatever full-time job I found after school all of that bad stuff would go away. Ahhh finally, graduation. No more studying for hours upon end trying to work through accounting homework or memorize calculations and methodologies for exams, all of which had to be balanced with working 20+hours/week to help pay for school, rent and have some play money.

Time to start working in the real world. Let’s get on with it. It was right after September 11th and the job market had taken a tumble. In fact a lot of my college classmates had jobs lined up and ended up getting called back and were told that they were “un-hired”. Graduation neared and I still didn’t have a job lined up. I was getting nervous. I ended up getting an offer from Kraft Foods, which required me to move all the way up to Chicago. Despite how scary that was being from a small town with no stop lights and not knowing a single soul up there….away I went.

I will never forget my first two days there. Day 1 entailed a warm welcome from my new boss, a tour of the building, lunch with her at the cafeteria/food court, reading some new hire guide manual thingie and home. Day 2 entailed barely remembering how to make it from the parking lot to my desk, but once I made it, I read some more of the new hire guide, trained a little with one of the girls who was showing me how to do some stuff then off to lunch. Hmmm… everyone seemed to either already have plans or forgot that a new girl just started, so I decided to venture on down to the cafeteria/food court by myself….hmmm.. wait.. how do I get down there again? Maybe I needed to turn left instead of right… oh shoot I’m lost and don’t know where I am. Oh wait, there’s an exit sign, I’ll play it cool and just pretend I was on my way out the door and was planning on going out for lunch instead. Phew I found my car. Ok, now what? I wonder where the restaurants are around here. I think I kinda remember seeing some down this one road when I interviewed here. I’ll head that way. Wow, nothing looks familiar, I don’t see any restaraunts, I don’t want to get lost, so maybe I should turn around and head a different direction. Surely I’ll run into a restaurant before too long. Wow, really? No restaurants down this way either huh? Well crap, lunch hour is almost over, I think I remember seeing a gas station back this other way… mmmmmmm two-day old cold cut sandwich, bag of chips and a Mt. Dew from the gas station, now that’s delicious! That was just one of many many memorable moments at Kraft Foods.

I did two rotations at Kraft and as much as I may have complained and moaned and groaned about the work and the commute and of course there’s always a few annoying co-workers that I crossed paths with, the over all experience resulted in enormous personal growth, excellent professional experience, and lifelong friendships. The personal growth aspect is a no brainer, I learned the in’s and out’s of stoplights. Just kidding. I knew how stoplights worked, even though I came from a town without any. I definitely learned how to be a city driver though. I learned real quick that 15 miles did NOT equal 15 minutes anymore. I had to learn how to be a much stronger person and rely less on other people. I had to learn to live with a 3 hour distance between me and all of my friends and family. Thank goodness it didn’t take long to meet some great people at work. The beauty of Kraft’s structure was that they hire a lot of people right out of college, so it was almost an extension of college life. That helped with the transition tremendously. I had a lot of fun and experienced a taste of “the city life” with numerous Thursday night trips downtown to McGees for $1 bottles & 80’s dance parties of course followed up by the elevator ride of shame back into the office the following day hoping to not reek of stale beer. Once Chad moved up with me, and as I continued to meet more people, I got a little more adventurous as far as venturing away from my apartment. Living in the Chicago area presented us with the opportunity to easily go to sporting events, concerts, and eat lots of great food. Tons of fun was had and some of my most cherished memories evolved from living up there. I also became such close friends with some of the people I met there that we ended up all going on a vacation to Cancun together. That was a one of a kind trip of a lifetime and resulted in many laughs that will tickle me for an eternity.


Aside from the social aspect, I also learned a great deal about life, culture, and diversity. Never before working at Kraft had I ever been asked the question, “what are you?” Seems as if everyone wanted to know the answer to that question though. “What do you mean, what am I?” A person. A girl. Little did I realize at first that they wanted to know if I was German, Italian, Polish, Irish, etc. Ahhhhh. Ok, in that case, I’m German. I guess. I think. Hold on let me call and ask. HAHAHAHA. Again, being from a small town that is a 99.9% white community, I had never been exposed to anything different. I can now proudly say I have friends that are black, white, Indian, Asian, Mexican, Polish, Irish, and learning how different some cultures are has been a wonderful awakening.


Despite how much fun I had, I could never get past the distance between my friends and family back home, the traffic, and the high cost of living. Chad and I were married in 2004 and the thought of starting a family in the Chicago area just wasn’t what we wanted. So after three years with Kraft, we started seeking opportunities back in Central, IL. Since we both went to school at Illinois State, Bloomington seemed like a logical place to land. I ended up getting a job back at Country Insurance. I think it might have helped that I had already done an internship there in the past. It wasn’t EXACTLY what I was looking for, but decided not to be picky. It was a ticket back to the area. Chad was able to transfer with Enterprise to a branch down here.

Alas, we were settled in our new house and new jobs. Why was I still unhappy? Perhaps it was that I was a grumpy pregnant lady who just couldn’t shake her morning sickness, or perhaps I just really didn’t like what I was doing. Accounting for Food and Accounting for Insurance are two completely different monsters. Not only that, but the environment at Country was like night and day from Kraft. Everyone was old, stuck in their ways, hated change, and you had to be someone’s son or daughter that already worked there in order to move up in the company. That place exposed me to a whole new meaning of office politics. I was only able to suck it up and stay there for just over a year before I was looking for something else. I found yet another accounting job at Nestle.



In my three years at Nestle, I learned a whole new aspect of accounting that I hadn’t seen yet, Cost/Manufacturing accounting. The experience at Nestle provided some great opportunities, allowed me to meet even more great people, and possibly one of the most rewarding experiences was the opportunity to help build a playground for underpriviledged children in a neighborhood in California. The job at Nestle definitely kept me busy and challenged and there was never a dull moment. The problem was that I was working too long of hours and traveling too much. Everytime I turned around, I was somewhere besides home. I definitely racked up the frequent flier miles and got to see some places I probably wouldn't have otherwise and met some great people along the way, but it just wasn't ideal because I was missing out on too much of Bradyn's early years. In the past three years I've been to California dozens of times, Boston multiple times, Portland, Nevada, Utah, Texas, Indiana, Wisconsin, New York multiple times, New Jersey, Connecticut, and Chicagoland area too much to count.

Again, I have grown professionally and have three more years of accounting experience and business skills under my belt. I now know how to count and eat chocolate. Just kidding. I can count inventory, tell you all about variances such as what could be causing a product to cost more than planned, and I can cordially deal with a wide variety of people. My organization skills are top notch. I can multitask, juggle work, and reconcile even the most ridiculous dumping ground of an account ever. I am an excel genious and can create the most elaborate spreadsheet ever, I’m an excellent trainer, mentor, and can explain accounting to dumb monkeys. I’m great at what I do, but what it all comes down to though is that I don't love accounting. I selected it as a major, realized my sophomore year of college that I really didn't want to do it, but didn't want to have to go to school any longer than I had to, so I pushed through and got the degree. I continued on and made a career of it but it's always just been a job for me. I haven't really ever loved what I do. I know work isn't life and that you just have to work in order to make enough money to play. I've found though that I haven't truly felt like myself for quite some time now, I've lost a piece of spunkyness, happiness, something. I haven't felt like myself for years. I don't like waking up every morning and trying to convince myself to get out of bed and go to work and do something that is always going to be a thankless job regardless of how well I do. That's just the nature of accounting. We are definitely not here to help anyone.

Throughout my accounting journey, I have always had this in the back of my head. I always knew that Accounting was “it.” I have always kept an open mind and have been on a constant exploration as to what else it might be that I would enjoy doing. Along my journey, I took a real estate course, a photography course, got my wedding planning certification, tried my hand at two at home businesses, dabbled more in photography, and even thought about writing children’s books. I have spent some time searching..read some books...made some life goals...did some self assessment activities and through a book called "What Color is My Parachute" discovered that I need to be doing something where I interact with people/kids because my personality is one of my biggest strengths. It is doing the world no good that I have my personality bottled up in a cubical all day long.

I have also determined that my true passions are photography & music. I have translated that into a slideshow business that I am still working the quirks out, but see it going places. I am going to be working part-time at a photography studio called Portrait Innovations to make some extra cash and get some photography experience... who knows maybe it will develop into a career, or maybe it will open another door to another opportunity. All I know is at least I will be doing something that is more of a hobby to me and will get to bring smiles to people's faces through the art of photos and if I happen to make a dollar or two along the way, sweet.

I probably won't stay at home forever, but it is time to close the accounting door and look for other options that are a closer fit to who I am as a person. I know lots of people who wish they could do this, but think they can't. I see why they think they can't because it's really weird stepping away from all I've ever known and walking in a completely different direction. I am couragous though and know there is no time like the present and if I don't do it now, I probably never will. Or the longer I wait the harder it will be to change careers.

So, while yes, it is a little scary, change and the unknown always are, it's also extremely exciting and I feel a thousand pounds lighter and am so grateful that Chad has a great job that gives me the flexibilty to be able to take this leap. I love it that I don't have to cringe at the thought of facing numbers and spreadsheets everyday and will be able to let my personality shine again. I will now be able to spend more time with Bradyn and be able to take back some of the aspects of my life that I either let go of completely or lost a handle on. I have a huge appreciation for the working moms of the world and even more appreciation for the single parents of the world because working, raising children, and upkeeping a house… well.. it’s nearly impossible to be great at all three at the same time.

I am looking forward to some time to get things back into a non-chaotic order. I can’t wait to not have to trip over who knows what that I never had time to pick up at the house. I can’t wait to not have to dig through a pile of clean clothes that I never got a chance to put away to find a matching pair of socks, or a clean pair of underwear. I can’t wait to be able to stop for just a second to smell the roses. I may even cook a meal or two here and there, but most importantly, I’m looking forward to getting to know myself again and and not be that zombie lady that has been running around like a chicken with her head cutoff for the past few years and spend some quality time with my friends and family and catch up on things that I have been missing out on.

Goodbye Accounting.